腐烂后重生

人天生本来就是喜欢整齐，干净，没有人会希望自己活在肮脏且恶劣的环境。但是希望和现实往往是两回事，现实中，很多人都没办法好好整理自己的家里，房间和净房，每天就睡在凌乱的房间里。我就是以上所描述的其中一位，本人其实很爱整齐，并且享受干净，可是自己却每有把自己打理好，只要手扫过房间任何一样东西，都可以抹到灰尘。因此，心里的矛盾就产生了。收拾房间的例子其实是用来表达我现在生活上所面对的状况。我爱进步，我爱成长，就好像我爱干净一样，懈怠让我的人变得每有力量，每天活在每有进步，凌乱的生活，就好像长时间睡在充满灰尘的房间里，让人昏昏沉沉。久而久之，心里对自己对生命的妥协感到非常愤怒，对自己没有争取心里一直向往的所有东西感到白思不解，到底是缺少了什么？ 管理能力？ 计划？ 行动？ 还是时间？

今晚，终于拿起了一块布，去面对房间里的灰尘，看待自己的懒惰，用这块布把所有的污垢抹干净，把染了灰尘的心抹干净。

Future...

I am currently at final semester of engineering course, and i am looking for internship. In the process of seeking for job, i feel like i am still now ready to work yet. I have difficulties in writting cover letter and resume, I have problem putting my thought in words. These are the things that i have to sort it out. 3 more months to the end of my degree program, that is when i need to move out from my comfort zone, no more shelter, can't believe i can move so far. I have discussed a lot with my senior regarding on working life and future. Some of them, without proper planing, end up with all the regrets. In order not to have the same path as them, now i trying very hard to think about my future, what i want to be, what to achieve in the next 5 years. I kind of lost, dont really know how to define success. Confuse.....Anyway, I think this is part of our life and i enjoy being in situation like this.....at least i am alive, the effort of seeking,searching,and trying to know is overwhelming.....Hope i have sufficient energy and determination complete what i seek for....

FLOWER

SHAKESPEARE'S SONNET

XXIX
When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arisingFrom sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;For thy sweet love remembered such wealth bringsThat then I scorn to change my state with kings.

Lecture

After a week of university life, i finally realise that university llife is not as easy as i thought. This is basically because i dont really understand what the hell my math lecture talking about. He keep on talking to himself and give no time for us to think and process as he move his power point slide with the speed of 100000000 km/hr..........

this is how i feel.......
This is how i look like when i reach home
when understand nothing during my math lecture, i will look at my lecture like that with all the question mark on top of my head

NEW LIFE

A life cycle of a butterfly is similar to human's. The evolution of a caterpillar to a butterfly is just excatly like the feeling of a college student entering a university life..........

from a catterpillar

to

Butterfly

from Sunway college

to

Monash university

Different view

This is the "art work" that created by my youngest brother and me, if you look carefullly, this three photo came from the same piece of work,the only thing i did is i took it with different dimension.
Have you ever think why this happened? Why a same thing can looked so different if you view from different angle?

A piece or "art work" have so many view, so as very thing else . What we see may not be the truth, it may be only a part of it . Therefore try to view a thing or an incident with different angle, i am sure you can see it more clearly and have different thought of it.