Future...

I am currently at final semester of engineering course, and i am looking for internship. In the process of seeking for job, i feel like i am still now ready to work yet. I have difficulties in writting cover letter and resume, I have problem putting my thought in words. These are the things that i have to sort it out. 3 more months to the end of my degree program, that is when i need to move out from my comfort zone, no more shelter, can't believe i can move so far. I have discussed a lot with my senior regarding on working life and future. Some of them, without proper planing, end up with all the regrets. In order not to have the same path as them, now i trying very hard to think about my future, what i want to be, what to achieve in the next 5 years. I kind of lost, dont really know how to define success. Confuse.....Anyway, I think this is part of our life and i enjoy being in situation like this.....at least i am alive, the effort of seeking,searching,and trying to know is overwhelming.....Hope i have sufficient energy and determination complete what i seek for....

FLOWER

SHAKESPEARE'S SONNET

XXIX
When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arisingFrom sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;For thy sweet love remembered such wealth bringsThat then I scorn to change my state with kings.

Lecture

After a week of university life, i finally realise that university llife is not as easy as i thought. This is basically because i dont really understand what the hell my math lecture talking about. He keep on talking to himself and give no time for us to think and process as he move his power point slide with the speed of 100000000 km/hr..........

this is how i feel.......
This is how i look like when i reach home
when understand nothing during my math lecture, i will look at my lecture like that with all the question mark on top of my head

NEW LIFE

A life cycle of a butterfly is similar to human's. The evolution of a caterpillar to a butterfly is just excatly like the feeling of a college student entering a university life..........

from a catterpillar

to

Butterfly

from Sunway college

to

Monash university

Different view

This is the "art work" that created by my youngest brother and me, if you look carefullly, this three photo came from the same piece of work,the only thing i did is i took it with different dimension.
Have you ever think why this happened? Why a same thing can looked so different if you view from different angle?

A piece or "art work" have so many view, so as very thing else . What we see may not be the truth, it may be only a part of it . Therefore try to view a thing or an incident with different angle, i am sure you can see it more clearly and have different thought of it.

kiss goodbye

C
Baby不要再哭泣
G
这一幕多么熟悉
Am F
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
F C Am
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
F G
给我一分钟专心 好好欣赏你的美
C
幸福搭配悲伤
G
痛是在我心交叉
Am F
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
F
付出的爱收不回
C Am
还欠你的我不能给
F G
别把我心也带走 去跟随~
C
每一次和你分开
Am
深深的被你打败
F G
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦 难以释怀
C
每一次和你分开
Am
每一次kiss you Goodbye
F G
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
C
幸福搭配悲伤
G
痛是在我心交叉
Am F
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
F
付出的爱收不回
C Am
但欠你的我不能给
F G
我才明白爱最真实的滋味