腐烂后重生

人天生本来就是喜欢整齐，干净，没有人会希望自己活在肮脏且恶劣的环境。但是希望和现实往往是两回事，现实中，很多人都没办法好好整理自己的家里，房间和净房，每天就睡在凌乱的房间里。我就是以上所描述的其中一位，本人其实很爱整齐，并且享受干净，可是自己却每有把自己打理好，只要手扫过房间任何一样东西，都可以抹到灰尘。因此，心里的矛盾就产生了。收拾房间的例子其实是用来表达我现在生活上所面对的状况。我爱进步，我爱成长，就好像我爱干净一样，懈怠让我的人变得每有力量，每天活在每有进步，凌乱的生活，就好像长时间睡在充满灰尘的房间里，让人昏昏沉沉。久而久之，心里对自己对生命的妥协感到非常愤怒，对自己没有争取心里一直向往的所有东西感到白思不解，到底是缺少了什么？ 管理能力？ 计划？ 行动？ 还是时间？

今晚，终于拿起了一块布，去面对房间里的灰尘，看待自己的懒惰，用这块布把所有的污垢抹干净，把染了灰尘的心抹干净。

Future...

I am currently at final semester of engineering course, and i am looking for internship. In the process of seeking for job, i feel like i am still now ready to work yet. I have difficulties in writting cover letter and resume, I have problem putting my thought in words. These are the things that i have to sort it out. 3 more months to the end of my degree program, that is when i need to move out from my comfort zone, no more shelter, can't believe i can move so far. I have discussed a lot with my senior regarding on working life and future. Some of them, without proper planing, end up with all the regrets. In order not to have the same path as them, now i trying very hard to think about my future, what i want to be, what to achieve in the next 5 years. I kind of lost, dont really know how to define success. Confuse.....Anyway, I think this is part of our life and i enjoy being in situation like this.....at least i am alive, the effort of seeking,searching,and trying to know is overwhelming.....Hope i have sufficient energy and determination complete what i seek for....

FLOWER

SHAKESPEARE'S SONNET

XXIX
When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself, and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts my self almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arisingFrom sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;For thy sweet love remembered such wealth bringsThat then I scorn to change my state with kings.

Lecture

After a week of university life, i finally realise that university llife is not as easy as i thought. This is basically because i dont really understand what the hell my math lecture talking about. He keep on talking to himself and give no time for us to think and process as he move his power point slide with the speed of 100000000 km/hr..........

this is how i feel.......
This is how i look like when i reach home
when understand nothing during my math lecture, i will look at my lecture like that with all the question mark on top of my head

NEW LIFE

A life cycle of a butterfly is similar to human's. The evolution of a caterpillar to a butterfly is just excatly like the feeling of a college student entering a university life..........

from a catterpillar

to

Butterfly

from Sunway college

to

Monash university

Different view

This is the "art work" that created by my youngest brother and me, if you look carefullly, this three photo came from the same piece of work,the only thing i did is i took it with different dimension.
Have you ever think why this happened? Why a same thing can looked so different if you view from different angle?

A piece or "art work" have so many view, so as very thing else . What we see may not be the truth, it may be only a part of it . Therefore try to view a thing or an incident with different angle, i am sure you can see it more clearly and have different thought of it.

kiss goodbye

C
Baby不要再哭泣
G
这一幕多么熟悉
Am F
紧握着你的手彼此都舍不得分离
F C Am
每一次想开口但不如保持安静
F G
给我一分钟专心 好好欣赏你的美
C
幸福搭配悲伤
G
痛是在我心交叉
Am F
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
F
付出的爱收不回
C Am
还欠你的我不能给
F G
别把我心也带走 去跟随~
C
每一次和你分开
Am
深深的被你打败
F G
每一次放弃你的温柔 痛苦 难以释怀
C
每一次和你分开
Am
每一次kiss you Goodbye
F G
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
C
幸福搭配悲伤
G
痛是在我心交叉
Am F
挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
F
付出的爱收不回
C Am
但欠你的我不能给
F G
我才明白爱最真实的滋味

TOUCHING LOVE STORY....Happy valentine

The female caterpillar is finding her loved one ......
While the male caterpillar is looking for his beloved too.........
Finally they found each other and live happily ever after.........

Happy Valentine Day

Mountain

What would you do for the first day of the year? Many people will stay at home online of sleep for the whole day. THis year i did something different, i went for mountain climbing with my friend. Below were the pic we took during the journey. YEAHHHHH.........


It took about 4 hour for us to reach the top of the mountain and another 3 hour for us to come back down.
we were attacked by this creature who suck blood to survive.They conquer the whole mountain.
No matter how exhaust we were, you still can see joy and smile on our face.

The pic we took before the jouney.

More Than A word

...

(Frankie J)

Saying "I love you"
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
how easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do, if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying "I love you" (more than words)

Now that I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don't ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I'd already know

More than Words...Yeah...mmmm yeah yeah...hhmmm..yeah..mmm..yeahh

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Just A word ........

Yesterday i went to Mike house, he was downloading some songs from the internet, then he asked me any song i want. Suddenly the melody of one song that i like a lot came through my mind and the song was " More than a word" from Frankie J ( at first i dont know what's the song name and who's the singger). After i got this song in my Handphone, i can't stop listening to it so i decided to look for the lyric. I got even more addicted to the song when i found the lyric and i found it very meaningfull.

The song is abuot saying I LOVE YOU to your beloved. The author emphasize on love is a something that is more than a word ( I LOVE YOU ) . We should not only say I LOVE YOU to our loved one but also to let them feel our love. Many people don't really expect their beloved to say I love you to them, instead what they one is more than that like maybe Time they spend together, caring, or maybe attention. That's basically what the songs mean.

Yes, I do agree with the lyric of this song, but i think that's also the problem of some couple who don't even know how to say " I LOVE YOU " to their loved one. Expressing yourself through language is the simplest and the most effective way to show your love therefore saying " I LOVE YOU " is as important as anything else. Even though it is a very simple way of expressing your love to your beloved but many people can't even say this three words and i don't know why. I am not telling you all to say that every one hour but say that to your loved one is the most sincere way. It is not the quantity but the quality.

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After i have said so much, I am sure you know how to do and what to do. if you read my article, please try to call your loved one and tell them you love them in the most sincere way. This is not only apply to couple, you are most wellcome to say I LOVE YOU to your mother at anytime and i am very sure they will be very touching when they hear that. THink carefully...when is the last time you say i love you with your beloved , then think again , when you say that to your mum..... i think there's quite a gab between both time, so

what the hell are you waiting for ..............

Gathering

my secondary school friend.........( Hor Cun)
I am his " si fu " in basketball,but he also my foodball teacher.
he is really a nice and patience guy with no temper.
in this gathering, all of us were late about one hour, he was the one who wait for us one hour and still can smile to us when he saw us .........











The indian fellow in the middle is Sate Silen...... last time we used to play foodball during PJ class......we planed strategy together all the time but sledom win cause he play " one man show" hahaha.....











The two girl sitting in front of me are Asha and SHiela....Asha is the only indian girl in our class so she's the under protected person in our class.. i like to talk to her basically because she always being herself.

to be continue........

Chinese New Year

Chinse New Year is a very important festival for a chinese, it represent the begining of a brand new year. I was always looking forward to this tremeandous festival when i was young and wished that it never end. People change as time passed , so am I. Chinese new year is no longer a excited festival for not only me, but most of the teenager.
Getting angpao, playing firecraker, eating unhealthy food were the source of exciment , as we grow older, we can't find any exciment through getting angpao, playing firecraker.......because we keep on repeating the same thing every year.

Teenagers these day expose themselves too much to the internet, they rather spend all their time infront of the computer than decorate their house for the new year, parents are the only one who prepare all the thing for the new year. Beside that, knowing the meaning and the purpose of celebrating Chinese new year is extreamly important because we can't appreciate any festival without knowing the festival. Anyway let us not waste the holiday, this beautiful festival( chinese new year) infront of the TV, computer or on the bed. Spend some time to keep in touch with your X school friend, your teacher, say thank you to those who help you in live. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR..........












man dog of the match year













that's all the angpau I get for this year

ME.......

StIlL TeStiNg..........

HELLo

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